Father's Day

The joy of your
  your first
The joy of holding
  something
The joy of holding
  your first child
Happy father's day to
  all those out there
  who have someone to
  hold

White fog, black mist
What hides behind it
  all?
Tears of heartbreak?
Tears of disgrace?
Black clouds, gray mist
Heart's already broken, so
  nothing matters
No more sunny days
  since you've gone away
I wish I could
  say more, but my
  words are left unsaid.
 

(Day 11) Lampshade

Lampshade just lying there
  on the chair
It was use as
  a weapon against my
  face
Lampshade, lampshade, I can't
  take another
Lampshade, lampshade, look what
  you did to my
  mother
You made her a
  monster
Poor little lampshade, I
  can't look at another.

Have you ever felt confused....like you don't really understand what to do....Go this way,Go that way,Do this,Do that.......

I keep convincing myself
  it wasn't real
I keep convincing myself
  it didn't happen
Won't you say it
  didn't happen?
Won't you say it
  wasn't real?
I keep convincing myself
 it's not worth my
 tears
I can keep convincing
  myself it wasn't real,
  but deep down I
  know it was.

Bruise

Black, blue, purple too
Pains that won't go
 away
One on my right
  leg, one on my
  left
There's a bruise here
  and there
Don't you see dear,
  they won't disappear.

Every time I try to
  forget, it comes back
Over and over again,
  like a melody in
  my head
Why won't you go
  away?
Why won't you forget
  me?
Don't come back
Don't ever call me
  again
I want to forget
  you
I want you to forget
  me
The worst mistake I
  ever made was you
  in my life.